Thanksgiving Post Mortem
My upbeat demeanor and illusion of control was simply that…an illusion. A veil of positivity that in no way dictated what actually happened. Here is what went down: Thursday: I ate turkey and all the trimmings. Friday - Sunday: I ate the world. All of it. I even went out and bought extra food to eat. THIS MUST STOP! I want to be thin. And fit. And healthy. Why can’t I just...
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272…and going downnnnnnnnnnn!
Today is a day to spend time with family and take a moment to give thanks for the people and things that you are fortunate enough to have in your life. But it is also a day that revolves around food. Cooking it. Eating it. I’ve been thinking about what I am going to eat today for weeks. I’ve been worried that there won’t be any green vegetables. Or that I’ll want...
Some thoughts about today: No matter how much I want it, my family will never be like a TV family. There is nothing that I can do except someday have a family of my own and do things differently. Thanksgiving dinner seems like it should be special but in fact it’s not any different than any other meal that I eat at my parents house. I would rather stay at home alone and watch people...
For a hot second I had a blog called One Thirty Six. I stole borrowed the title idea from One Twenty Five but quickly found myself overwhelmed with the pressure that the name suggested. The idea of losing 136 pounds seemed and still seems daunting. For a 5’ 4” adult female, 136 pounds is towards the higher end of the “Healthy Weight” range. Also, with a starting weight...